I think it’s time…

To send Thaddeus to daycare. I have never wanted to do this before because I just don’t trust people that I don’t know with my child, especially with all the crap going on in the world when it comes to kids getting hurt. But I don’t think I can handle being home with him all day every day anymore. He is just getting to be way too much. He refuses to listen at all. No matter how many times he is told not to do something or to do something he will always do the opposite. I know, he’s a child. But for crying out loud, it doesn’t need to be this bad already. Everyone is always telling me, “Wait until he turns two!” Well, if they say the two’s are terrible, then what are the ones? I have NEVER seen anyone act as badly as he does and do it out of spite!

I’ve had people tell me that it’s a good thing I had a boy first because if I would have had a girl first then I’d never want to have another child. Well, let me tell you. After the last almost two years with Thaddeus, I don’t want another child. I don’t think I could handle another child, especially if they turn out like he is. Don’t get me wrong, I love my son with all my heart. But I need to go back to work full-time just to get a break from him!

I am truly thinking of contacting daycares and putting him in one during the week and going back to work full-time again. Maybe after a while of that then I’ll have another thought about having another child, but for now, he’s enough.