Back to the drawing board

Well, I completely fouled up this last attempt to lose some weight.  I felt great the first day and then it all just disappeared!  I don’t know what happened, but I haven’t done another exercise since my last post about starting.  I have GOT to find a way to get me to start exercising and getting back into shape.  I just have to get the motivation and just make myself do it.  I think the hardest part is to find the time to do it.  I can’t just jump on the treadmill at anytime right now because Thaddeus would be all over it while I’m trying to walk/jog.  So the only time I can really do it is during his nap or at night.  I hate doing it at night and by the time he takes a nap I could go for one also.  So until I can make room in the small bedroom to put the treadmill I’ll have to hold off on doing it while he’s awake, then I’ll still have to worry about what he’s getting into while I’m on the thing :gaah: why does it have to be so hard for me to get some exercise.  No matter what kind I try to do I can’t do it while Thaddeus is awake.  The best I could do is to put him in his stroller and take him for a walk.  Guess I’ll have to start with that for now.